stuff and more school blues -.-

yup, my table arrived, and is assembled. Actually, it arrived quite awhile back, just that i was too lazy to write an entry, and nothing really interesting happened. Actually, it feels kinda comfy, and there’s enough space for my computer, laptop, and a tray of food and drinks, which makes it the ideal study environment

yeah studies, thats if i use it to study. stuff’s been happening, answers came, more questions followed. In fact, i’ve concluded that in a christian perspective, i’m in direct rebellion against god. Is that bad? I’m back questioning whats e point of heaven. Alot of christians tell me heaven isn’t just a place, it isn’t just happiness, or whatsoever. but noone’s answered me what heaven is

I’ve asked other questions, like whats the point of all the morality in the bible? so what if the bible says its wrong, so what if god thinks its wrong, why do i want to adhere to it when i don’t give a damn abt heaven? and the ironic thing is i’m involved in 2 christian grps in the school, the contradiction

oh, and for those who don’t know, i got into trouble at school again. don’t get bored of hearing this though. I scolded my teacher in class, but i shalln’t really elaborate on it here. anyway, i’ve asked a couple of people and all agree the teacher was at fault, and apparently this isn’t an isolated case

In short, e teacher’s gonna send in a formal report about me, and i’m gonna send in a formal complaint about him, as well as ask for a re-evaluation of my project and all other marks by other teachers, and probably ask for a formal apology from him as well.

well if this doesn’t work out, u can guess i’m leaving again lol.. how smart. whats wrong with me anyway? rather, whats wrong with this world. I’m becoming awfully self-centered, and i’m never ever wrong now. I view everything contary to me as a problem.