After the close-down of diary-x, and my subsequent lost of posts, i finally found a blog-host that i'm satisfied with 😛 and finally found the motivation to write the starting entry after sitting on it for awhile.
For all of you who missed out, i'm not longer in Junior College, and moved on to Polytechnic cuz i didn't like the environment there. Well, Poly isn't ideal either, i guess the grass is always greener on the other side. At first glance, it seemed ideal, i expected openness, more choice. While the latter is true, openness amongst the general populace is lacking. Sure, the environment seems open, people seem open, the problems is the seeming openness.
In fact, most people there are less open than my JC counterparts, and my encounter with silent muggers has been less than glorious. Summing it up simply, poly seems to be a "all-talk, no action" type of school. People there pose, act, and try to attract attention. They lack originality, and typically employ herd mentality. Just not-my-type of people.
Unlike secondary school, where i faced waves of politics and group disagreements, you can expect the opposite here, where most people lack substance and pose more often than work. Here, i get to pass my ideas across very easily, even when i question its credibility. In fact, i seem to be the only person in my group who actively tries to propose and reject ideas.
Another thing i encountered is the different thinking of seemingly everyone around me. I.e. Accounting. The starting lessons were harder to absorb as they were missing many links, but it gradually got easier for me. It was the opposite for others, who found it getting progressively harder as more gaps were filled, and links created, possibiliy due to an increase in number of concepts
Furthermore, the topic of sexuality seems to remain a taboo everywhere i go. I've found people here, who haven't heard of vibrators, hentai anime, tampons. give me a break. I also encountered people who'll insist that masturbation is wrong no matter what you throw at them, health benefits, enjoyment?
Simply, most people there don't think like me, and from what you've read, definately don't fufil my criterias. Unfortunately, i've already attracted a lunch group. Sometimes i wonder if i ought to try isolation, or should i actively try to find my ideal clique while attracting unwanted attention?